Llegó la hora de desahogarme

Right now there is nothing but sadness in my heart! and I can tell everyone..avoid it please!!!!
it's the worst feeling ever...I've been trying to avoid it for almost a week now, but one thing lend to another and now i guess I've reached the bottom!..and all I need now is the hug of someone who wouldn't mind just being with me while I just cry and cry...!

God, Love, is supoused to be the most wonderfull feeling our hearts can pass through, and it truly is that while it's present, but once it goes away, you may feel really miserable.

I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry my heart isn't willing to give you the love and care that you deserve..and maybe you won't read this, but this are my final words...thank you! for all the love, all the great moments, all the things you taught me and the other ones we learned together...I feel really bad...and I hope some day God or myself could make it up to you!!!! you were the greatest first love i could ever asked for, I'm so proud of what we used to be, you showed me how to love, you showed me how to be a real woman, and all the pain you are going through is killing me now because I know there's nothing I could do to make it go! I'm not sure if I could find again someone to love me the way U do, I always loved you with all my heart everyday I did it, but now that feeling is gone and I dont have the strenght to fight for it!!!!

I'm really sorry..I wish time would give me the chance to love again the way I loved you and I will pray everyday for the same thing happening to you...someday You will understand and You will agree with me..I'm gonna damm miss you!!!! and I'm afraid because life is gonna pass me the bill for this pain I'm causing you...but Life is about choises and I wanna take the risk!

Now, I'm looking foward to my future, a future that I know it's in my hands and it wil also bring me valuable things and really good experiences such as we had, it's time to move on and see what it is about...and the truth is that I cant wait for that to happen!!!! there's a little feeling there and I need to find what it is about!! ...
now i can breath!
tears are gone!
and a smile is on top of my face!!!!!!
feels totally the oposite when I think about your eyes...but it's another deal!

anyone with the chance to read this, remember...
...Don't be afraid to fall in love and Be loved...just make sure it's with the right person"
Loving is a leasson, lossing love is becoming someone new!!!!!

Hope next time I would sound happier...I promise!!!!!
Friends..Thanks for being there..next time just smile at me and HUG ME PLEASE!!!!!!